Saturday, December 10, 2005
Damn depressed........ it's like i try and try to ride to always get a good score in dressage but i always end up with fucking lousy one ...... yes like this time, i have honestly only gotten a score above 55 % once !!! once !!! ( that was probably a fluke 73.33 % 2nd place ) i consistenly get 2nd last or last place I DUN KNOW WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!! i must SUCK as a rider. I mean all the other riders ALWAYS seem to get placed somehow and i don't ! i never do ! Not like i don't try , one of my wishes would just to get placed at the next competition that i enter, honestly i need and want that.
Rushed home after the comp, had lunch and then showered , was late to meet grace, shu ping and anthony in lido. Damn new shoes were killing me, i know they look soooo faaab and all but they frigging hurt !!! Went to watch my FIRST nc-16 movie !!! LEGALLY MUAHAHA , sctually kingdom of heaven was my first.We watched Saw II it;s honestly GRUESOME, bloody but somehow House of wax freaked me out more. I had to stop to buy some plasters, bloody feet were killing me. Then we went to taka, walked around then took the lift up to the carpark level, i think i sort of knew what they were going to to do ( starts with an s and ends with an e ) feeling a little uncomfortable and ( i;m soo out of this ) i told them i would be in the bookstore downstairs, so i went, bought a copy of Practical Horseman. The queue was DAMN long but it didn;t take all that long . THen waddled back slowly to shaw house were i waited for my father to bring me for tennis.
posted @ 6:49 PM
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Damn depressed........ it's like i try and try to ride to always get a good score in dressage but i always end up with fucking lousy one ...... yes like this time, i have honestly only gotten a score above 55 % once !!! once !!! ( that was probably a fluke 73.33 % 2nd place ) i consistenly get 2nd last or last place I DUN KNOW WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!! i must SUCK as a rider. I mean all the other riders ALWAYS seem to get placed somehow and i don't ! i never do ! Not like i don't try , one of my wishes would just to get placed at the next competition that i enter, honestly i need and want that.
Rushed home after the comp, had lunch and then showered , was late to meet grace, shu ping and anthony in lido. Damn new shoes were killing me, i know they look soooo faaab and all but they frigging hurt !!! Went to watch my FIRST nc-16 movie !!! LEGALLY MUAHAHA , sctually kingdom of heaven was my first.We watched Saw II it;s honestly GRUESOME, bloody but somehow House of wax freaked me out more. I had to stop to buy some plasters, bloody feet were killing me. Then we went to taka, walked around then took the lift up to the carpark level, i think i sort of knew what they were going to to do ( starts with an s and ends with an e ) feeling a little uncomfortable and ( i;m soo out of this ) i told them i would be in the bookstore downstairs, so i went, bought a copy of Practical Horseman. The queue was DAMN long but it didn;t take all that long . THen waddled back slowly to shaw house were i waited for my father to bring me for tennis.
posted @ 6:49 PM
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